Sunday, February 04, 2001

Hello everyone. If you are reading this, then you've obviously made it here. Well its fairly early this morning so I don't have much to say. To make sure I actually have something you can all read, I'll recap my horrid weekend. What was going to be a good Friday turned out ot be a nightmare. To begin with Malik wouldn't shut up about my more, umm, personal thoughts. I couldn't concentrate on a blasted thing with his yammering going on. When I finally got home, I prepared for a weekend of peace and tranquil enjoyment. Here's where the shit hits the fan. I was happy with life when I'm attacked by a huge surge of pain and depression. At first I thought I was just a little lonely, but I was way off. As it turned out, Malik was slipping into a state of self pity, loathing, and depression. Because we are linked mentally and through the soul, his problems have an effect on me. I had a long talk with Sarah and Jordan about it. They didn't help my already dismal situation at all. As if things couldn't possibly get any worse, they do. I eventually noticed that Malik was no longer talking. (which is normally a good thing but in this situation it wasn't) I was dreafully scared that He had taken his life. This threw me off the deep end. I was falling apart before my eyes. Eventually I comepletely isolated myself from any other living thing so I could just sit and sort my thoughts. I thought sleep would never come, but by some miracle, it did. While I was asleep I came into contact with Malik in my dreams. Luckily he wasn't dead... but he was in a coma, and still is to this point today. On saturday, things were a little better. I went to the mall with Sarah, Jordan, and Shannon. We goofed on stores and I bought a shirt (whoopee). When I got home I just sat around and watched Anime and drew some lousy pictures. Nothing real big happened after that. Now I'm here. That covers my weekend, yep. Sucks ,eh? Well I can truly hope for is that Malik wakes up soon, because until then, things are not looking up........
Weekend's lesson : Never forsake what you hold dear.